Be careful what you wish for

I went to the Dr today for my weekly appointment and told her about how for the past two days I've been itching like crazy all over and she says it seems like I have Cholestasis of Pregnancy so she says it would be best to induce. SO - tomorrow morning I am going to be induced. Yesterday all I wanted was to know exactly when I would go into labor/to go into labor now ... but now I'm all freaked out. I'm freaked out because I want my baby to be okay, but also because this is actually happening. I've heard induced labors can hurt more than normal labors and can last a lot longer, which freaks me out too. I do not handle pain well. Not at all. Oh god. This is happening. I went from being all brave and ready to freaked the fuck out. Well ... there's no turning back now. This is really going to happen, I'm going to have to give birth. At least at the end of it I will have a beautiful baby girl... I just need to focus on that!