Is this the show?

What am I scouring the internet for today, you ask? Details about this 'bloody show' thing. Have I had mine? Well, I'll let you know when I do.
This afternoon I found some brownish blood in my underwear and I can't tell if I am having my bloody show or if this is a result from yesterdays cervical exam. I've given up looking for my answer via google and have just posted a question on the bump.com community board. I haven't received any answers yet, but I'm assuming that, with my luck, there is no way to tell whether it is my bloody show or just the result of my cervical exam from yesterday's hospital visit. Also, I'm thinking that with my luck it probably isn't my bloody show because that would simply be too exciting! Every time I start to think that something is happening lately it turns out to be nothing. I feel like by the time I actually do go into labor I just won't believe it until the baby is coming out.
I need to get out of the apartment and fixate on something else. My husband is filling out an application for the coast guard right now (he used to be in the army and is now so sick of civilian life that he is going to try and join the coast guard), but after he is done we are going to go to the book store. And get some food, because I'm starving. I'm thinking bagels? Blah. Except for my random craving for tacos yesterday (I made my husband drive around until we found an open grocery store), I have not really been in the eating mood. I'm not as hungry as I was just a few weeks ago, and I can't seem to find any foods that I actually feel like eating. Meh.