Fever

I have a fever - awesome. It has been fluctuating since last night between 99.4 and 100.1. Thankfully it hasn't gotten any higher then that. I called my OB just incase it was due to a complication with the delivery and to see what medications I can take while I am breastfeeding. She said it sounds like I might have the flu and that if it gets any worse or doesn't improve over time then to go to the Dr and to call Laila's pediatrician. Awesome. I really hope it is just a wicked cold and that it gets better ASAP because 1) I am terrified of getting Laila sick and 2) being sick and not being able to sleep through the night is horrible. Ugh. I just feel miserable. I'm achey and weak and tired. Every part of my body hurts. But the worst part is by far the fear of getting Laila sick and not being able to kiss her and hold her close. Yes - I am still breastfeeding, but it's not the same as cuddling with her. Something about tugging on my nipples ruins it a bit. I just hope drinking my breast milk keeps her from getting sick.